June 1, 2004- June 1, 2005

Jun 01, 2005 16:33

A year ago today, I came home from Israel. Wow. I cannot believe a year has gone by, and that everything that I have experienced is in that "a year go or more" category. It just feels like yesterday that I met everybody at JFK. I was intimidated by no other by so many people, and at that point I had no idea what I was getting myself into.
The semester ended up being the best thing that has ever happened to me. Everything I experienced, saw, felt, tasted, heard all still affects me to this day. I love thinking about what if I was in Israel on EIE at this moment, what would I be doing right now?
So much has happened this year. Lots have changed. My relationships with people have drifted away, have become nearly unexistent.
I don't talk to many people from EIE anymore. I mean, I have my few. Though I know that whenever someone's name comes up, or if I am confronted with them again, I know that it will just be as if I just saw them the day before.
I share a bond with these people, whether I talk to them everyday or not.

I remember a year go today. I sat next to Toni Hellmann on the airplane.
I remember saying goodbye to people and thinking, "I may never see some of these people ever again."
I remember going to Paul's house, eating bagels with his family, just laying with him, just having him right next to me.

It's funny how much things change. I miss EIE. I miss being that happy with myself.
If anything, my Judaism is stronger, my love for Israel increased.
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