4, 3, 2, 1...we're at the barrel of a gun...

May 21, 2005 09:48

I just got home from Saturday school...gosh what a joke.

As many people say, as a door closes, a window closes.
I started talking to him again.
The one who makes me smile from so far away.
He told me I was so pretty.

So she doesnt hate me, we just don't have chemistry. I think I can get passed that.
Last night, I made a speech about Israel to 500 people at services. Right before my own eyes, I think I grew up. I felt so passionate, and I felt so good about everything that I was saying.
I bowled a 149 last night. Haven't bowled in a few months, I thought I did quite well.

School is almost over. Summer is nearly here. Camp is just around the corner. My life as I know it is beginning a new chapter. Scared? yes. Excited? more than anything.

Yet now I'm feeling so distant. Who are these true friends? Who are these people in my life that are there for me? I can't seem to find them.
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