Closure
Yesterday, I went to go get my nails done. I was waiting for this lady to pull out of her parking spot, I then pull in, and sitting in the car facing me, was my 7th grade best friend, Adam Stillman. I have never had a guy friend like Adam. We were absolutely best friends. We would tell each other everything. We used to hang out everyday after sunday school and walk to Wendy's and then hang out at his house. We knew everything about each other. He had to be one of the greatest friends I have ever had in my life.
So I get out of my car and walk up to him. And we start talking about Prom, about college. And as he was talking, I realized how deep his voice was. He was eating a Wendy's frosty that you can put the m&m or oreo's in (it reminded of me 7th grade). I realized how grown up we both were, and I actually felt a bit nervous to talk to him. For me, it was a sort of closure to high school. He had made such a huge impact on my life.
Last night I went to the Spring One Acts at my school. It was the first Stevenson event I went to in about 2 years. And I really enjoyed it. I saw a lot of people I knew. I realized how I wish I got more involved, I wish I was more social at school. There are some really great people at Stevenson, and I think I was too stuck in my world to realize that. And I am sorry about that.
So I went last night because Erica's play was in it. She wrote a play about the day in the life of Erica with a mom that has MS. It was amazing. She did a fabulous job writing it, and I could see it sitting next to her that she felt such great emotion.
Though the first play that came on was totally "The friendship of Dena and Erica" It was about seperation, not putting effort into a friendship after leaving, about how one girl thinks she is better than the other. And I begin to think all about it, and I felt very emotional. I'm sorry for what I did to her (if I did anything), and at all I just wanted to be there for her because I wanted to love her. but I'm leaving in less than a month, and it scares me so much.
Tonight is Prom with Seth. I already have two other promised dances with AJ and Minnat!!! I'm really excited to go to the dance, and well everything else is sort of up in the air. But I'm thinking, "Lets just go with the flow." I'm going to be with Seth, who will make me smile when I'm in a bad mood, and will just love me no matter what. And plus, I get to be dressed up really pretty in a dress and make up. It's going to be a good night.
So I get out of my car and walk up to him. And we start talking about Prom, about college. And as he was talking, I realized how deep his voice was. He was eating a Wendy's frosty that you can put the m&m or oreo's in (it reminded of me 7th grade). I realized how grown up we both were, and I actually felt a bit nervous to talk to him. For me, it was a sort of closure to high school. He had made such a huge impact on my life.
Last night I went to the Spring One Acts at my school. It was the first Stevenson event I went to in about 2 years. And I really enjoyed it. I saw a lot of people I knew. I realized how I wish I got more involved, I wish I was more social at school. There are some really great people at Stevenson, and I think I was too stuck in my world to realize that. And I am sorry about that.
So I went last night because Erica's play was in it. She wrote a play about the day in the life of Erica with a mom that has MS. It was amazing. She did a fabulous job writing it, and I could see it sitting next to her that she felt such great emotion.
Though the first play that came on was totally "The friendship of Dena and Erica" It was about seperation, not putting effort into a friendship after leaving, about how one girl thinks she is better than the other. And I begin to think all about it, and I felt very emotional. I'm sorry for what I did to her (if I did anything), and at all I just wanted to be there for her because I wanted to love her. but I'm leaving in less than a month, and it scares me so much.
Tonight is Prom with Seth. I already have two other promised dances with AJ and Minnat!!! I'm really excited to go to the dance, and well everything else is sort of up in the air. But I'm thinking, "Lets just go with the flow." I'm going to be with Seth, who will make me smile when I'm in a bad mood, and will just love me no matter what. And plus, I get to be dressed up really pretty in a dress and make up. It's going to be a good night.