Apr 16, 2005 14:34
Thank you to Paul Berkowitz for introducing me to "Semagic." And now it is just so easy to update my lj.
Today is 'Dena Day'. I am taking the day just for myself, to be by myself, and to do what I want to do. I'm getting a massage today in just a little bit, and then I am planning on cleaning my room, cleaning out all the bad energy that has been swarming my room. Some say that you can tell how a person's life is by looking in their room. My room is the messiest it has ever been in such a long time, and I think about how my life just seems all over the place. I just feel so "eehhhh" when I should be feeling really good. I was looking through some pictures I have on my computer, and I found this one that I scanned a little bit ago and showed Aaron Weinkrantz because I had bangs in the picture. I looked so young. I realized today how much has happened since that picture, which was taken around 7th or 8th grade. I realized how in only a few months, I will be on my way towards a whole new chapter in my life: college. So many changes, and not enough time to absorb it all in. I used to be so innocent. I knew nothing of the world that I was going to be encountered with. I mean, I'm still innocent, but just not in the same way I was back in 7th and 8th grade. My mind was not even on growing up, making life decisions, or even college. Life was so simple.