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Stephen and I have decided that I can't stay in the netherlands
more like finally faced reality
it all comes down to money, as always
i haven't a job and stephen is quitting his to go to school
I still want to throw myself at the ground frequently and thrash around
but at least we've finally come to a decision
and i'm damn lucky to have been able to live abroad for a year
and I'll be back in the land of stores open after five, and streets big enough for two cars, and no snow, and people i can understand all of the time, and pop tarts, and ohmygod bread. And I'll have goofy girlfriends again. I have been seriously lacking in girlfriends for the past year. I can't giggle and tease my friends here quite in the same way. (a similar story- i asked for a pale ale at the bar the other day. the bartender looked at me blankly and said 'i have no idea what that means'. right, of course. apparently 'pale ale' is an americanism)
but it still sucks. i like holland and i like living here and i like living with stephen instead of seeing him every four months for a few weeks.
on the upside I just got an email to 'meet REAL CHRISTIAN SINGLES'
those spammers know so much about me
more like finally faced reality
it all comes down to money, as always
i haven't a job and stephen is quitting his to go to school
I still want to throw myself at the ground frequently and thrash around
but at least we've finally come to a decision
and i'm damn lucky to have been able to live abroad for a year
and I'll be back in the land of stores open after five, and streets big enough for two cars, and no snow, and people i can understand all of the time, and pop tarts, and ohmygod bread. And I'll have goofy girlfriends again. I have been seriously lacking in girlfriends for the past year. I can't giggle and tease my friends here quite in the same way. (a similar story- i asked for a pale ale at the bar the other day. the bartender looked at me blankly and said 'i have no idea what that means'. right, of course. apparently 'pale ale' is an americanism)
but it still sucks. i like holland and i like living here and i like living with stephen instead of seeing him every four months for a few weeks.
on the upside I just got an email to 'meet REAL CHRISTIAN SINGLES'
those spammers know so much about me