May 22, 2006 15:02
Well, it was another wild weekend in the town of Amherst. I went to Teazers Thursday nights with Amy, Jessyka and Joe. That was all fine and dandy for awhile and then Div walked in. Things have been rather frustrating between us lately so I wasn't too thrilled to see him. I don't think he was too thrilled to see me either. He didn't even come over and talk to me at all. When I got home I sent him a message saying it was nice talking to him and in the morning he sent me one saying he was sorry. Anyways, that was that.
I went out to Dooly's on Friday night. Had a very good time. Yup.
I went out to Dooly's again on Saturday night, which happened to be Div's birthday. He was there. I ran into him once gave him a hug and said happy birthday and all that stuff then we went our seperate ways. A while later I was talking to his best friend, who I've known since I was about 3 or 4 years old. I noticed Div standing by the bar watching us and he came over right away. We chatted for a bit and asked him if he was going to dance the slow songs with me and he said maybe. We were still talking when the slow songs came on so we danced. He always sings to me when we dance if he knows the words to the song. I think it's right cute.
To make a long story short, he spent the night at my place and was absolutely terrified that Robin was going to come home. He didn't have any intention of falling asleep but he did and when we woke up at 8:30 he pretty much ran out of there. He told me that he'd talk to me later but he hasn't been online since. So I don't know what the hell is going on once again. I thought that I was doing good and was able to move on but now I'm right back to square one again. I don't know what the hell to do.