This day...
I've concluded that I hate it. For 20 years, I've had my hopes that one year, I'd actually spend this day like I'm supposed to. With someone else. This year, I figured I'd be used to it. Maybe I was... until everyone else around me were giving their little chocolates and shit.
Niki bought me some cookies and hershey kisses to cheer me up, and it worked for a short moment. She's still just a friend, and she's still gonna spend her v-day celebration with her boyfriend. As she should. I'm not jealous... if I was jealous, I'd want her as mine, and not as Travis'. No.. I'm envious..
I'm envious of everyone that has another body to lie beside today. You mother fuckers better not take that shit for granted. I'm SO tired of seeing relationships fall apart because one or the other isn't willing to do what they're supposed to. Compromise.
None of them know how lucky they are.
Niki bought me some cookies and hershey kisses to cheer me up, and it worked for a short moment. She's still just a friend, and she's still gonna spend her v-day celebration with her boyfriend. As she should. I'm not jealous... if I was jealous, I'd want her as mine, and not as Travis'. No.. I'm envious..
I'm envious of everyone that has another body to lie beside today. You mother fuckers better not take that shit for granted. I'm SO tired of seeing relationships fall apart because one or the other isn't willing to do what they're supposed to. Compromise.
None of them know how lucky they are.