i got to save my babay
ugh. just ugh.
after a volotile day in improv, wherein i got completely fed up and quit a scene midway (which never should be done and, upon reflection, wasn't an entirely appropriate reaction), i got pizza w/ sean, chris, and mcevoy. saw nick saad at round table. halfway through, i started to feel incredibly anti social and a bit depressed. i don't know why, maybe i'm just worn out from all the stress and stuff in my life. i'm glad i'm homne now but i have all of 20 minutes before i have to leave for marat. i really don't want to stage manage now. i really don't want to do anything but relax alone right now. whereas this morning i woke up depressed about leaving all of my friends for college, right now i feel so sick of being social. if i feel the same tomorrow, i'll just lay low (watch for my sunglasses...that's a sign that i'm feeling introverted).
on another note, i'm *extremely* pissed that I have to miss halfway to nowhere on saturday. i got a strange urge to hear one of their non-album songs (don't know what it's called..."you're the one..." is the first line of the chorus) today during math, and that reminded me of how mad i am that i can't see them. guess i'll have to wait until the 29th. and then the 5th. yipee.
listened to the librarians today and made me realize how much i miss them. can't wait till their new CD comes out. can't wait to hear recorded versions of she hates you and teenage mistakes (!).
everyone was really nice to me today, though. thanks, folks. i appreciate it. i just don't want to be around ANY of my friends right now. hope i feel better tomorrow.
love,
seth
after a volotile day in improv, wherein i got completely fed up and quit a scene midway (which never should be done and, upon reflection, wasn't an entirely appropriate reaction), i got pizza w/ sean, chris, and mcevoy. saw nick saad at round table. halfway through, i started to feel incredibly anti social and a bit depressed. i don't know why, maybe i'm just worn out from all the stress and stuff in my life. i'm glad i'm homne now but i have all of 20 minutes before i have to leave for marat. i really don't want to stage manage now. i really don't want to do anything but relax alone right now. whereas this morning i woke up depressed about leaving all of my friends for college, right now i feel so sick of being social. if i feel the same tomorrow, i'll just lay low (watch for my sunglasses...that's a sign that i'm feeling introverted).
on another note, i'm *extremely* pissed that I have to miss halfway to nowhere on saturday. i got a strange urge to hear one of their non-album songs (don't know what it's called..."you're the one..." is the first line of the chorus) today during math, and that reminded me of how mad i am that i can't see them. guess i'll have to wait until the 29th. and then the 5th. yipee.
listened to the librarians today and made me realize how much i miss them. can't wait till their new CD comes out. can't wait to hear recorded versions of she hates you and teenage mistakes (!).
everyone was really nice to me today, though. thanks, folks. i appreciate it. i just don't want to be around ANY of my friends right now. hope i feel better tomorrow.
love,
seth