Oct 04, 2006 15:13
i have the mood on ehre as cold and yet im really not sure what mood im in.
seriously. i feel like im in a hamster wheel. running faster and faster. like a treadmill and yet im not getting anywhere at all its kind of maddening. im shaking and kinda full of anxiety. i cant get my little girl out of my head... i havent updated in ehre in ages. and i never really get into details of my life because i dont care to share my daily life with the world...
i have lost to much... and gone too far... i know longer know what im seeking but i will elt you know when i find it. i feel so stupid. so many times i believed that my love for her and her love for me would get us thru. when inm reality i believe there was more love on my end then on the other end. i should have closed the door a long time ago but for some reason i couldnt...
even seeing her picture brings a tingle down my spine and creates a bubble in my chest..
even up until very recently i believed there could be a future. im such a sucker for destruction
Sending shivers right down your spine
It's something that you're prone to so divine
You were better at lies (I was never surprised)
at the way that it felt
Now feel the blade (I was always insane)
but you're the one that needs help
(Quick!) We have the ransom
Tell me how that you can swim when ropes are wrapped around your limbs
(Below!) There's no more chances
So tell me now that you can swim when ropes are wrapped around your limbs
Breathing slowly never worked for me
I cut the throat of betrayal to watch him bleed
a poetic sonnet passion that I scream to the sky
I'm tearing up I feel your love don't leave me behind
a poetic sonnet passion that I scream to the sky
I'm tearing up I feel your love please don't leave me behind
The smell of vanity went away
I followed streetlights till I wound up at your place
We traced our veins (we bled for days)
The current was strong enough tonight
I can taste any more
It lasted on my tongue
You weren't strong enough to say
(Quick!) We have the ransom
Tell me how that you can swim when ropes are wrapped around your limbs
(Below!) There's no more chances
So tell me now that you can swim when ropes are wrapped around your limbs
Grab my heart
Take this down
With your soul
and bury it in the ground
Go
I talked to you today
I heard the tremble in your voice cradle the fall
I know you'll never change so please just hold on
I know it's hard for you
it's hard to understand betrayal within
there is a fine line between betrayal (betrayal) and your friends
Tell me how that you can swim when ropes are wrapped around your limbs
(Quick!) We have the ransom
So tell me how that you can swim when ropes are wrapped around your limbs