your words to me still whisper

Sep 08, 2006 17:30

seriously. the way i feel is very wierd right now. i went from waking up happy to feeling trapped when i woke back up..and now im feeling confident...
im sick of people looking down on me. people that dont like me are fucking morons who can swallow my fucking load. seriously. you know the saying"people hate what they dont understand" most people cant get me. they want to put me into whatever cookie cutter idea they can because they cant accept that im so much more awesome and intellegent then they are. which is a little reason i stopped dating as a whole. women are fucking morons. the real females in my life are worth it.and i have managed to get to a place were i can tell real from fake."great minds dont think alike they think for themself's" i know what i want out of life. its just a matter of getting their. i want the popularity. which for me isnt hard. especially considering my outgoing personality. but i want the glamour. i want the big money. the girls surrounding me. but i dont want to get lost in it. i want the random fun wild crazy moments. i want blissful feelings which dont fade when i wake up the next day.
i understand i need help to get to where i need to be. but i want to be able to do alot of things from my own self efforts. i want to be able to stick my finger up and say"FUCK YOU" to everyone. because thats how i feel. im always in attack mode. which is why sometimes i hurt mickie,my parents and other friends. im like a pit bull. dont fuck with me. because even if i might not be able to get your ass now i will tear u to pieces later.i have about 10 people on my list and its only a matter of time. i have something yall dont have. "NOTHING TO LOSE" so test me. i will tear u motherfuckers to pieces and laugh in your face as your a bleeding wreck. and my only words will be"get off my carpet your bleeding on it"
cocksuckers....

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say your right again,
say your right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down a new life she has.

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.
(repeat)

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the grown?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has.

Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough
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