and so the hurt continues..
my life has been so crazy. so much shit happens. i never update because i really cant put it all into words...
and the hurt continues..
that swallowing cloud.....
a repeat of past situations.
my little girl will be 4 in 6 days...
all around me is surrounded by babies. friends little kids.
ex fiance and ex g/fs getting pregnant...
a constant reminder of the pain within....
sometimes i wish i would just fall asleep with mary j in my lungs and peace in my heart and not wake up...
and the hurt continues..
that swallowing cloud.....
a repeat of past situations.
my little girl will be 4 in 6 days...
all around me is surrounded by babies. friends little kids.
ex fiance and ex g/fs getting pregnant...
a constant reminder of the pain within....
sometimes i wish i would just fall asleep with mary j in my lungs and peace in my heart and not wake up...