Running on Fumes

Feb 05, 2009 10:13

I had forgotten how long the once a night wake up for some food luvins can drag on. I am dragging ass each morning, feeling like I'm swimming through water. Right now I'm sipping my huge ass mug of coffee the one I got with mixed feelings. One thrilled cos it's a huge ceramic handmade lookin affair that holds like three regular cups of coffee in it..and then slightly ashamed because the saying on it is #1 Mom. Look had the husband or even the kids bought it for me? I would have been thrilled and proud...but there's something wrong about buying yourself a cup like that. However my other choices were Born to Shop and Shoe Goddess..which..yeah neither fit me at all.

Anyways, I'm dragging ass. I think it might be because I stopped taking my vitamins religiously but I'm changing that. I miss feeling like I had energy and mental fortitude.

Right so what's going on? I'm trying to keep up with things as life goes along. Not much has happened though, Hunter's doing well in school and being a -spectacular- jerkface in our home life. Last night was one of those nights where I sat on my hands and stared at his little angry face and thought to myself 'I can not do this any more'. However after being entirely firm and making him go directly to bed after dinner brought some peace in the house and I thought 'god help us we will get through this'. I would have put the entire events in the parenting posts I'm doing but it's all the same at this point and there's only so many times I can write about holding my temper and being frustrated before I become frustrating..so I say it again. Child=jerkface Mother=trying desperately not to run to Guam.

Gabe is going to need to go see a doctor tomorrow. I am just too concerned about this never ending headcold he has. I'm not sure at all what they can do for him but really this is going on nearly two weeks and the snot is now sorta yellow greenish and isn't that a sign of an infection? Also I would like to sleep again. Plskthxbye. Other than that he is as ever a precious little butterball of flirty good cheer. I am determined to get a picture of his smiling face and after next year I'm taking him down and getting professional pictures done because I am tired of the house looking like a shrine to Hunter. It's time to get my butterball up there.

Beyond the woes of children which do not occupy my every waking thought, regardless of how it may sound, I have been catching up with Battlestar Galactica this week and OMGWTFBBQ!! I am up to one episode before completely current and I am just going to say here and now it appears that the writers are just like 'dude..you know what? fuckit lets go out with guns blazing' it's great to watch however I am falling behind on every other show out there while watching this.

Annnd my morning time with the keyboard and my rambling thoughts has been cut short.

Baby up..need to go get boy from school, trying to keep up on life..*thud*

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