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They are ripping down the walls in my building; banging, hacking and hammering. It echoes internally with me.
It's strange. As always, despite friendship and bouts of laughter, I am drawn inward to claw at my confinement.
I'm nervous about my move as well. I am moving from my currently beautiful 1600 square foot loft into a tiny 200 square foot studio. The studio is located a block from one of my favorite squares in the entire city, which makes me happy.
I did learn to play cards today. That I liked. It was fun.
I'm not sure if I am more afraid of losing myself, or never finding something worth losing.
silliness.
It's strange. As always, despite friendship and bouts of laughter, I am drawn inward to claw at my confinement.
I'm nervous about my move as well. I am moving from my currently beautiful 1600 square foot loft into a tiny 200 square foot studio. The studio is located a block from one of my favorite squares in the entire city, which makes me happy.
I did learn to play cards today. That I liked. It was fun.
I'm not sure if I am more afraid of losing myself, or never finding something worth losing.
silliness.