So the sun is shining..life's lookin pretty good:-)

[magnificent_mel]

I'm honestly happy and I love it. I think the worst is over and everything just feels and seems great. I had discussed a few matters with someone today and idk everything just seems to be good. I want to have a good thing goin. I wanna be happy with friends, work, family, and school. Don't let me slack off guys. I need to make my grades. I'm bout to do my homework in a lil bit..ewhhh who would of thought right? Omg and it's just beautiful outside. Idk I'm just really thankful for everything right now. I'm thankful to be alive, to have the people that I have in my life. I love my dog. I really don't know what I would do without her..I'm gonna go find her so we can cuddle and I'll be back..otaaaaaay. I'm actually not hating going to school anymore. I kinda love it lol. Idk what struck this great mood, I've been wanting to be happy for such a long time and it's weird to know that it's here. I was talking to a great friend and about how much I loved last summer. It's weird because I was hurting so bad, but then I looked back and I did so much and I was with them everyday and they made me so happy and when I was with them they made me stop thinking about the bad times and idk what's wrong with me lol. OH and my sister got her car..and the strange thing is I'm ungodly happy for her, I thought I would be jealous but holy shit, my sister DESERVES this car. She worked for it and everything. I'm just so motivated to just go out there and save my money and I don't even know for what but I just I'm crazy lol. My mouth is dry. I'm drinking coke. My hair is dirty. I think Keri Humm is the cutest thing ever. I ran across her live journal and I was like awww I love her. Erica, gurl you know who you look like? You ever watch strong medicine on life time? YEAH! HER! I've been looking at you lately and idk just ESPECIALLY at Teddy's party and I was like who does she look like. And I was like HOLY SHIT. Yeah both yall G-0-R-G-E-O-U-S. Anywho new hair cut time? JUST PLAYIN, yall must be crazy. I can't cut it off, for a trim si? New Year's revolution starting NOW..I'm not gonna cuss anymore:-) Like if I'm telling a story and someone ELSE cusses in it it's okay. But I remember I stopped..like alllllllll the waaaaaaay okaaaaaaaaaay and then Manda came back from Virginia..and ruined it all. I even say Gd...ewww groSssssss

And every time you fed the line,
“you mean so much to me”
I'm without you
^hardy har...how TRU