Back on the Horse
I've hit a wall. I haven't painted in over a week. I know why. I lost my confidence. I had a few things go down this week that made me feel like a fool. I'm getting over it and I'm going back to work tomorrow. It's been rough but I'm not going to let this continue. I am going to graduate in the spring and it's gonna be awesome!
I had a lot of fun being Rachel Zoe for the weekend. The people who got my costume LOVED it and people were stopping me on the street to take photos and talk to me. The whole experience reminded me of how much I love making people laugh and love acting. I wish I could figure out some way of doing it on a regular basis, you know, besides cracking up my sister on the phone every day. I would never do stand-up or anything like that but I'd love to act in a play or comedy or movie or something. Once I'm finally done with school I would have time to devote to a play. I dunno... ideas anyone?
I have a lot of work to do in the coming months. I need the strength and the spirit to continue and grow and learn and do what needs to be done to get myself out of student mode and into real life awesome artist gallery owner art dealer extraordinaire mode! And I need to do it all alone, because it's all up to me. In this job market it's scary and crazy and truthfully I'm terrified. But I know I can do it.
I'm really excited that my Moo is coming back for a few weeks. I'm so happy to have her back, even if it's just temporary.
I had a lot of fun being Rachel Zoe for the weekend. The people who got my costume LOVED it and people were stopping me on the street to take photos and talk to me. The whole experience reminded me of how much I love making people laugh and love acting. I wish I could figure out some way of doing it on a regular basis, you know, besides cracking up my sister on the phone every day. I would never do stand-up or anything like that but I'd love to act in a play or comedy or movie or something. Once I'm finally done with school I would have time to devote to a play. I dunno... ideas anyone?
I have a lot of work to do in the coming months. I need the strength and the spirit to continue and grow and learn and do what needs to be done to get myself out of student mode and into real life awesome artist gallery owner art dealer extraordinaire mode! And I need to do it all alone, because it's all up to me. In this job market it's scary and crazy and truthfully I'm terrified. But I know I can do it.
I'm really excited that my Moo is coming back for a few weeks. I'm so happy to have her back, even if it's just temporary.