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[magneticghost]

I think I realised another reason Im so hard on myself, and kinda unhappy... for the past 3 years. I think, when she broke up with me... I realised I can't help everyone... and I had failed someone that was really important to me... I think that is partially why Im so messed up. So much baggage, most of which I have picked up from others... not so much their problems, but my inability to help and when I see them not able to help themselves... it kills me.

This doesn't mean I don't want to hear what is going on in your lives... in fact it makes me want to hear them more... because if I can help I want to. If it is my fault I want to help deal with it for you.