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I know a lot of things. I'm a smart girl. I know that feeling like this, often, means I am some kind of not-normal. Humor me, people. I must have some sort of crazy chemical imbalance. Fuck. I don't even know what to do with myself.
The problem is that I don't know how to explain this. The way I feel, I mean. And when I do explain it...I get looks like I am some kind of crazy. Here's the thing: It's not me, it's you.
I feel like no one ever hears me. And I don't understand why tears fall from my eyes when I feel like this. Crying isn't real, anyhow...it's just a conditional response, isn't it?
I just don't know.
The problem is that I don't know how to explain this. The way I feel, I mean. And when I do explain it...I get looks like I am some kind of crazy. Here's the thing: It's not me, it's you.
I feel like no one ever hears me. And I don't understand why tears fall from my eyes when I feel like this. Crying isn't real, anyhow...it's just a conditional response, isn't it?
I just don't know.