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I hate school and grades. I hate being penalized and possibly not being able to transfer because I decided to take harder/more interesting classes. i hate being fucked out of better grades because of not setting my alarm clock correctly (completely serious...I'd have a B in french if it weren't for my fucking alarm clock). I hate dartmouth and almost all of the people there. I hate how in love with themselves they are, how successful they're going to be, how they're going to be the ones who shape the world.
Don't try to cheer me up and tell me that those people suck. I know they suck. I don't want to be like them. I just want things to work out for me the way I'd like them to. I want to be happy like them. I'm sitting here in my new black plastic glasses and they cheer me up not at all.
Anyway, bedtime I guess.
Don't try to cheer me up and tell me that those people suck. I know they suck. I don't want to be like them. I just want things to work out for me the way I'd like them to. I want to be happy like them. I'm sitting here in my new black plastic glasses and they cheer me up not at all.
Anyway, bedtime I guess.