the beginning
and so it begins, my live journal.. chelle suggested it .. and so here it is.. i'm not sure how personal i'm going to get here.. although i suppose thats the idea.... .. .. i think i'm just going to approach this in a way like "my friends are going to read this" .. that way i won't be getting myself into any trouble.
lately i've been.. bored... and lonely. the whole emily thing is done.. dead, finally.. i think i can finally .. let her go totally.. i have a hard time really thinking i can let it go.. but i guess thats the best thing for me. i really thought it was meant to be.. really.. thats what makes it suck so hard. ah well.. you live and learn right? ..
work is still fun. its easy. slow paced. pays decent. only problem is i'm sick of driving an hour to work.. not cause i don't like driving, but because its like.. $8 a day in gas... f that.. i need to move .. but then i'm thinking, well shit.. if i'm gonna move anyway, why don't i get out of michigan while i still can. maybe i'll move in with someone from irc. i don't know if thats a good idea.. but its my half-assed plan to switch states.. i'm starting the money pool now for the 'move brian' fund.
drinking beers.. gotta get up at 11 to go smoke with john. i wonder why i think getting up early, even to smoke, is so stupid.. i hate getting up early i guess.. especially on my days off.. i have to mail my sisters motherboard back to newegg.com too.. for those of you who care.. the asus a78x-vm board thing is bad bad bad.. #1 rule: get 2 sticks of ddr.. it doesn't work right otherwise.. also, only get ddr400 if you have an add-on vid card. they dont' really let you know it won't work otherwise.. so now i have to send it back and figure out which new board to get.. bah.
friday is pay day.. hooray
tomorrow night i'm supposed to go out with this girl shelly i worked with before. a long time ago we dated for a short time.. then she dated this other guy for about a year and now she's gay. like.. gay gay.. like.. lesbian. it makes me wonder if she misses the weener. she's still a hot girl... wonder how this bar thing is gonna go.. maybe she can find me some love.. :P ..
so.. here's to live journal. :D
<3b.
lately i've been.. bored... and lonely. the whole emily thing is done.. dead, finally.. i think i can finally .. let her go totally.. i have a hard time really thinking i can let it go.. but i guess thats the best thing for me. i really thought it was meant to be.. really.. thats what makes it suck so hard. ah well.. you live and learn right? ..
work is still fun. its easy. slow paced. pays decent. only problem is i'm sick of driving an hour to work.. not cause i don't like driving, but because its like.. $8 a day in gas... f that.. i need to move .. but then i'm thinking, well shit.. if i'm gonna move anyway, why don't i get out of michigan while i still can. maybe i'll move in with someone from irc. i don't know if thats a good idea.. but its my half-assed plan to switch states.. i'm starting the money pool now for the 'move brian' fund.
drinking beers.. gotta get up at 11 to go smoke with john. i wonder why i think getting up early, even to smoke, is so stupid.. i hate getting up early i guess.. especially on my days off.. i have to mail my sisters motherboard back to newegg.com too.. for those of you who care.. the asus a78x-vm board thing is bad bad bad.. #1 rule: get 2 sticks of ddr.. it doesn't work right otherwise.. also, only get ddr400 if you have an add-on vid card. they dont' really let you know it won't work otherwise.. so now i have to send it back and figure out which new board to get.. bah.
friday is pay day.. hooray
tomorrow night i'm supposed to go out with this girl shelly i worked with before. a long time ago we dated for a short time.. then she dated this other guy for about a year and now she's gay. like.. gay gay.. like.. lesbian. it makes me wonder if she misses the weener. she's still a hot girl... wonder how this bar thing is gonna go.. maybe she can find me some love.. :P ..
so.. here's to live journal. :D
<3b.