Aug 27, 2005 01:06
Manual stomped Eastern 55-0 tonight. It kind of makes me think of 2 things. First, is that "I told you so" to nobody in particular, except everyone, with my general statement that this is going to be Manuals year. Heheh, then watch them get crushed from here on out, because God's a tease like that.
The other thing that it makes me think of is some guy (probably me at some point in the future) who just snaps and goes out kicking ass and taking names because life owes him big, and it's time to pay up.
The Bulls are going to Southern Michigan tomorrow. I doubt we'll be able to put up anywhere near the numbers Manual has been, but I just hope for the "V". If I had to choose between Manual getting the state championship and The Bulls losing every game from here on out by 50, I'd go with Manuals state championship. I don't know what it is... I mean, the last group I played with are seniors, and granted, they kick ass in many ways and I consider them friends, it still doesn't explain my extreme loyalty. Some say it's lame, to be 'that guy' who is still rooting hardcore 3 years after graduating. I say 'fuck you' to those people. I've got a lot in my life, and haven't been able to see a single Manual game this year, and it breaks my heart. I have a bond, being the last of the Clark brothers to graduate from Manual, I seem to have kept some invisible or exceptionally strong emotional link to Manual football. Maybe it's because The Bulls still practice on that same field. I don't know, all of the above, probably. A rant to myself, this was. Sorry to bore.
In other news, I'm trying hardcore to seduce two girls at work in as simple and straighforward a way as possible. Again, I have no good reason for my behavior, and I would look down upon such attempts if it were someone else. It's wierd, because often you hear of people "battling themselves" trying to end some emotional conflict. I'm not "battling", I'm just disapproving of my own behavior, yet not really trying to do anything abuot it. Maybe it's because I'm 99.9% sure nothing will come of it. Maybe I'm a bad person... but it doesn't feel that way. Is that worse?