Waiting
I am waiting for a call. I hate waiting. Days seem like years when you really want something. Why didn't I get his number? I asked if he was interested and he said yes. LoL. I told him if he wasn't it was cool. I just wanted to hang out because we had a good time together up at the pool hall. He SEEMED like he really wanted to hang out again. He probably does... but will wait a week or more before he calls. I hate boys. Lets not waist time. Lol, get the ball ROLLING...
Been single for a while now.
Waiting for Nathan to let me know when to visit. Pry at the end of this month, so I can catch a Nounhole show while I'm there. Also waiting for my CDs that will never be sent. PUNK ASS.
I wanna play pool everyday. When I start working, it will be to pay for pool. It's ridiculous how much time I spend at E&A. Certain people give me shit about being a pool junky. I'd rather be that than having a problem with any other thing or substance though. Atleast I don't need to go to therapy and rehab for my addiction! LoL.
I finished printing all my livejournal entries about Brad last night when I couldn't sleep. I read all the way back to the first day we met. December 2nd, 2001, when he whistled at me while I was working at SteakNShake. I loved him so much. For anyone curious, here are those postings from the first couple days...
http://www.livejournal.com/users/magnanimous/2001/12/02/
http://www.livejournal.com/users/magnanimous/2001/12/09/
Yes, we slept together that night. (It was damn good sex) And yes I didn't think our relationship was going to be based on lust. LoL. It turned into love. I always felt the love, but it took a while for it to be about love. And when it got there, it was gone.