Bradley Aaron Burgess
Today we buried the person I thought I was going to marry someday. The day was full of tears and smiles. The tears are for the obvious reason that you are gone and I'm never going to be able to talk to you, or kiss you, or see you smile at me. The smiles were for all the times you've made me smile in my life. We were dwelling on the happy memories of you being in our lives, and not the fact that you were just taken without any reason or warning. You touched so many people in the 21 years you were on this earth. So many people came to say good-bye. You left me without knowing how I felt. Atleast, I didn't get to tell you. We had our ups and downs. More than most people, I know. I think we both had a lot of growing up to do before we could handle how much we felt for each other. I know now that not many people in a lifetime, get to feel the love you made me feel in the 2 years that we've known each other. Losing you makes we wonder if I will ever feel love like that again. You and I could lay in bed together and just talk and laugh until our stomachs hurt and we were blue in the face. I could never get enough of you. The nights spent with you are nights I will never be able to forget. You held me so close and so tight, I never wanted to get up in the morning. I wish for just one more night, one more day... but I know I can't. I'm sorry for any hurt I've caused you. I'm sorry for everything I said that I didn't really mean. The only thing I can do now is promise that I will come visit you as much as I can and think about you always. I promise not to think about today, and seeing you like that. I will only think of the good times, the great times. I know you are here with me, I can feel it. We all know you are in a better place, and hope to see you again someday. Until then, I will keep the love we shared in my heart always. I love you so much Brad. I miss you always.