Pointless Rambles of Love Struck Alison
I have noticed, when you're in love, it gets under your skin. And all you can do is think about that person. The feeling is so overwhelming sometimes I hate it and love it all at once. I hate feeling this vulnerable. Usually I'm the one who can be strong when it comes to relationships, and don't let it get to me. This is so different. I feel this sense off "beginning" and "ending". This is could a whole new thing in my life. Something permanent? I really hope so. And an ending to dating? Would definitley be nice. DAMN! He has done something to me! I am changing things that I do. Things that I know most likely bother him. Usually I'm stubborn and don't change at all. It's usually "if he don't like it, too damn bad." But now, Im sacraficing and I know he is too. And it feels good. I can't picture my life without him in it. I'm scared to feel this strong. I'm so insecure. But at the same time, it's kinda exciting to feel all these weird emotions. Ok, I'm definitly on my period... lol. I'm going to stop now.