Jan 27, 2003 23:10
Yes, I know, it's been a while. I could summarize these past few months and update you all on my life. But to be honest, I don't want to think about all the bull shit that's been happening anymore than I want to write about it. Lets just say, at age 17, I could write a fucking book about my life and all the crazy events in it and have it be a best seller.
I want some peace and quiet. I want some noneventful, nonemotional, non"soul-shaking" days right now. Spare me the drama and everything else. I'm done for a while.
I decided I need to run away from home. Not as in my house but as in Sandusky Ohio. I am going on a cruise on the 7th for three days. Which will be a nice get-a-way. I am also hoping to go to Fl maybe Wed. or Thursday and stay for a few days. I talked to Jason today for the first time in months. It was extremley nice to hear from him. We chatted each others ears off for hours. I missed talking to him. It's always nice to talk to a man that has maturity. Hard to come by around here.
I don't think I could miss Dawn anymore than I do right now. I should of went down this last weekend. My eye was just so screwed up, I didn't even want to fly. I look like I got socked a few times. Looks better now. The swelling went down and the colorful black and blues have gone away. God damn sinus infection...
I went and saw my sweetie Col today. Haven't seen her in a grip either. We looked at my scrapbook that I've been working on and talked. It seems like forever since we've spent time together. My fault this time though. I should of spent more time with her.
I have an appt. with the school tomorrow. Don't really want to say much more than that.
I will let you know if I am visiting Jax later! There is my magnificant update! =) I'm tired now, going to bed.