Jax

Oct 31, 2002 18:13

I'm updating for one reason mostly. I have had many health problems for as long as I can remember. God seems to be having fun throwing these things at me and seeing how I handle them, which isn't always the best ways. This time I am going to try to do what is best for me and for my future. With the problem that I am having now, which is getting more and more serious by the day... I need to be here, where I have great insurance and a great doctor taking care of me. I have decided that this moving to Florida in 7 months might not be the smart thing to do. I need the support (financially and emotionally) that I have here. Maybe when I get things going more stable I will move down there. I do love it there, but fear that I can't be there as soon as I had planned. I have a great job here now with great potential. I'm sorry for anyone who is disappointed, which I'm sure isn't too many.

On other note - what I have is Cervical Dysplasia. It has three stages and most women don't get to the third, or even the second until way into there life. 30's-40's is usually the earliest, some way later. I on the other hand, am in the third stage in a big section on my cervix. Surgery might be scheduled as soon as next week, and damaging my cervix to the point where I can't bare children is a threat I'm dealing with. Just letting everyone know why I had abnormal cells and what's going on. Thanks.
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