Hows it gonna be....when you dont know me? Hows it gonna be....when you see im not there?
I went home again this weekend. I was able to relax, i was able to think alot. I now am totally certain that i have made the right descisions. And thats all i will say on the matter.
In other news, i had a great weekend at work. I actually felt useful, i didnt have constant things where i didnt know what to do. I actually caught a bunch of problems that nobody else noticed. Big congrats went to me on that.
Also, i saw The Matrix Revolutions. It was good. It made up for the second movie, which i was very dissapointed in. Though i was still quite confused at the end. But hey, its the Matrix, isnt that the point?
And my new room is coming along well. Everyone seems so suprised with how the color turned out. They all thought i was mad when i wanted the deep red, and now they all love it, hehehe. Mom and i picked out the futon cushion and cover for my new room, and uncle and i moved the futon in there (not an easy trick). Now i need to decide some of my decorations, mainly, where the weapons go. Also, some neat ideas came up with uncle alan.
Speaking of uncle alan, he drove me back to school from home tonight, and we had a great conversation. He told me some stuff that was going on with him that he seemed ready to burst about, and im happy for him. I told him about things with me, we talked about the jarret situation, and he helped me to see even more why i was making the right decision. He mentioned how he was a little dissapointed that i didnt talk to him or mom about things that bothered me, like when i originally broke up with phil. I told him that i prefer to lick my wounds in private, and he understood. I told him that i talk when people make it clear they want to talk to me about it, but i dont like to burden them. Besides, my pride doesnt like to be helped, even though i often need it. Im getting better at taking it though.
So, there is the most of my weekend. Tonight hopefully i can sleep late, and relax for tomorrow. :0)
In other news, i had a great weekend at work. I actually felt useful, i didnt have constant things where i didnt know what to do. I actually caught a bunch of problems that nobody else noticed. Big congrats went to me on that.
Also, i saw The Matrix Revolutions. It was good. It made up for the second movie, which i was very dissapointed in. Though i was still quite confused at the end. But hey, its the Matrix, isnt that the point?
And my new room is coming along well. Everyone seems so suprised with how the color turned out. They all thought i was mad when i wanted the deep red, and now they all love it, hehehe. Mom and i picked out the futon cushion and cover for my new room, and uncle and i moved the futon in there (not an easy trick). Now i need to decide some of my decorations, mainly, where the weapons go. Also, some neat ideas came up with uncle alan.
Speaking of uncle alan, he drove me back to school from home tonight, and we had a great conversation. He told me some stuff that was going on with him that he seemed ready to burst about, and im happy for him. I told him about things with me, we talked about the jarret situation, and he helped me to see even more why i was making the right decision. He mentioned how he was a little dissapointed that i didnt talk to him or mom about things that bothered me, like when i originally broke up with phil. I told him that i prefer to lick my wounds in private, and he understood. I told him that i talk when people make it clear they want to talk to me about it, but i dont like to burden them. Besides, my pride doesnt like to be helped, even though i often need it. Im getting better at taking it though.
So, there is the most of my weekend. Tonight hopefully i can sleep late, and relax for tomorrow. :0)