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I took a nice hour long walk in the rain. I wasthinking, trying to decide how i felt. Im not mad at him for doing what he did. I should be, since its just wrong, but im not. Im mad about the lies, about the hiding.
I freely admit that i did some substantial damage to our friendship at the start of the school year. I admit it. But, i was fixing it, i was pushing for healing, and we were getting there. I could feel it. Now this.
Well, im done. I refuse to put up with it anymore. Im sick of forgiving people because i like them. Some things are just not acceptable. I may have damaged us, but he broke us.
Everyone wanted to see Matt Simpson become confident. Here it is. I dont need either of them. I refuse to take pain in order to save others inconvenience anymore. Im done.
I freely admit that i did some substantial damage to our friendship at the start of the school year. I admit it. But, i was fixing it, i was pushing for healing, and we were getting there. I could feel it. Now this.
Well, im done. I refuse to put up with it anymore. Im sick of forgiving people because i like them. Some things are just not acceptable. I may have damaged us, but he broke us.
Everyone wanted to see Matt Simpson become confident. Here it is. I dont need either of them. I refuse to take pain in order to save others inconvenience anymore. Im done.