late night and im still up
well... it is 2:44am.. and as almost every fucking day i cant sleep.... it might be cuz my driver's test is tomorrow... or because i might have insomnia... or its just the fact that im not tired...
the thing is that i want to wake up at 8am... cuz i want to call DMV to check at what time is my test... yes, smartass me forgot to write down the time of my appointment, all i could remember was the date, september 30th... but now im even beginning to doubt myself about that.... oh well.... i really cant sleep....
some people, including my dad, have told me that i should go see a doctor... but i dont want to take some fucking pills... its not natural.... it will come down to a point that i will not be able to sleep i take a goddamn pilll, and i dont want that.... im going to end up fucking addicted to damn sleeping pills....
well.... if for some magical reason i go back to my bed, and end up sleeping... im probably going to wake up like at 1pm.... cuz thats what i been doing lately... so i might as well dont go to sleep... and have an allnighter again... this is going to be my second allnighter in the past 2 weeks..... i usually fall sleep at around 2 or 3.... so i might have some hope... but if i wake up at 1pm again, im going to be pissed for the whole day.... see, now im just talking in circles..... damn i want to sleep....
another issues is that when i have a lack of sleep, i have huge headaches that just bother me ALL DAY LONG!!! when i had my interview at best buy, i only slept for like 5 hours... and i had a headache during my law class at 7 pm.... until i fell sleep at like 1 am.... so my resolution is that im going to have a headache tomorrow... no matter what... because if i fall sleep now, im going to have a headache because i didnt sleep enough... but if i dont sleep at all, im going to have a headache because i didnt get any sleep at all... so im pretty much fucked... fucked up the ass... and let me tell you, its not pretty and i dont enjoy it... i been fucked up the ass by the UC system... i been fucked up the ass by the pierce extension system (paycheck... f.u.t.s. people know what im taking about, at least the people that i speak often)... i been fucked up the ass by the dmv (first time i took driver's test, you probably dont know what i mean).... damn.... i have even been fucked up the ass by life (you most likely, definitely, dont know what i mean)....
im just going to go back to my bed... to listen to endless Take It All Away by Puddle of Mudd (put it on repeat)... i hope i pass my test today, and my headache is not huge.... NO, IM NOT TAKING HEADACHE RELIEF PILLS!!....
the thing is that i want to wake up at 8am... cuz i want to call DMV to check at what time is my test... yes, smartass me forgot to write down the time of my appointment, all i could remember was the date, september 30th... but now im even beginning to doubt myself about that.... oh well.... i really cant sleep....
some people, including my dad, have told me that i should go see a doctor... but i dont want to take some fucking pills... its not natural.... it will come down to a point that i will not be able to sleep i take a goddamn pilll, and i dont want that.... im going to end up fucking addicted to damn sleeping pills....
well.... if for some magical reason i go back to my bed, and end up sleeping... im probably going to wake up like at 1pm.... cuz thats what i been doing lately... so i might as well dont go to sleep... and have an allnighter again... this is going to be my second allnighter in the past 2 weeks..... i usually fall sleep at around 2 or 3.... so i might have some hope... but if i wake up at 1pm again, im going to be pissed for the whole day.... see, now im just talking in circles..... damn i want to sleep....
another issues is that when i have a lack of sleep, i have huge headaches that just bother me ALL DAY LONG!!! when i had my interview at best buy, i only slept for like 5 hours... and i had a headache during my law class at 7 pm.... until i fell sleep at like 1 am.... so my resolution is that im going to have a headache tomorrow... no matter what... because if i fall sleep now, im going to have a headache because i didnt sleep enough... but if i dont sleep at all, im going to have a headache because i didnt get any sleep at all... so im pretty much fucked... fucked up the ass... and let me tell you, its not pretty and i dont enjoy it... i been fucked up the ass by the UC system... i been fucked up the ass by the pierce extension system (paycheck... f.u.t.s. people know what im taking about, at least the people that i speak often)... i been fucked up the ass by the dmv (first time i took driver's test, you probably dont know what i mean).... damn.... i have even been fucked up the ass by life (you most likely, definitely, dont know what i mean)....
im just going to go back to my bed... to listen to endless Take It All Away by Puddle of Mudd (put it on repeat)... i hope i pass my test today, and my headache is not huge.... NO, IM NOT TAKING HEADACHE RELIEF PILLS!!....