still a little bit of your words I long to hear
I can't wait for work to start...it's gonna make this summer go by so much faster. It's gonna give me somewhere to go during the days and by the time I get home I'm gonna be so tired I'm just gonna want to go to bed. It's gonna make the time go by...go by until July 20th. Those six days are the days that I want to go by the slowest. Because I want to savor the time I have....but I know they're going to go by fast...I've been through this type of thing before and the days that you just want the world to stop turning so you can sit back and just be go by the fastest. The days that your with the person who makes you smile, laugh, and feel like the greatest thing that's walked the planet go by faster than you would like. I know this is a little abstract, but I really don't care. My head has been hurting alot more than usual since I've come home. Probably just something in the air that my body's trying to get used to again.
My Grandpa has been getting on me about my weight...which is fun...(lol)My dad told me that we're gonna go shopping...get me some new pants and a swim suit...since ths new house has a pool and I have misplaced my old one. I always hate shopping for swim suits. You have to try on like a million to find the perfect one...But I think I've become more comfortable in my own skin...I used to be really self concious. I still can be...but it's not as bad as it used to be.....and....
....I'm the luckiest girl alive....
My Grandpa has been getting on me about my weight...which is fun...(lol)My dad told me that we're gonna go shopping...get me some new pants and a swim suit...since ths new house has a pool and I have misplaced my old one. I always hate shopping for swim suits. You have to try on like a million to find the perfect one...But I think I've become more comfortable in my own skin...I used to be really self concious. I still can be...but it's not as bad as it used to be.....and....
....I'm the luckiest girl alive....