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to CINCINNATI friends. all others just skip over this one.
guys, i just want you to know that in even 1 year's time i made some of the most amazing friends i have ever known. and for you to think that i abandoned you without any remorse is completely my fault. i'm sorry that i didn't express to you exactly how much i miss all of you, but in fact, I do.
these are excited, new times in my life. it seems like every 5 minutes, i turn a new corner and something amazing is waiting for me. i don't mean for this excitement to be construed as not missing all of you. Cincinnati will always stay in my mind as a place where i was pretty content with myself and pretty much in love with all my friends. I'll always remember my friends, and how you helped me in the difficult transition of moving to an entirely new state. I won't forget you guys.
now, as to these changes in me... i won't deny that things about me have changed. i do care more about my clothes, my hair, my weight... but these superficial things are only external. yes, i know they are stupid, and that i should revert back to my former self who was slightly less self-conscious, but i can't control this so much. as for the internal me, though, i'm still the same! i still love all of you, and just want you all to be happy. so i really do apologize if my goodbye was contrary to that wish.
basically, i just want you all to know that i love you all for the amazing things you showed me, and even though i'm gone, i will never forget anything each of you has shown me. I will never forget...
-Jonathan
guys, i just want you to know that in even 1 year's time i made some of the most amazing friends i have ever known. and for you to think that i abandoned you without any remorse is completely my fault. i'm sorry that i didn't express to you exactly how much i miss all of you, but in fact, I do.
these are excited, new times in my life. it seems like every 5 minutes, i turn a new corner and something amazing is waiting for me. i don't mean for this excitement to be construed as not missing all of you. Cincinnati will always stay in my mind as a place where i was pretty content with myself and pretty much in love with all my friends. I'll always remember my friends, and how you helped me in the difficult transition of moving to an entirely new state. I won't forget you guys.
now, as to these changes in me... i won't deny that things about me have changed. i do care more about my clothes, my hair, my weight... but these superficial things are only external. yes, i know they are stupid, and that i should revert back to my former self who was slightly less self-conscious, but i can't control this so much. as for the internal me, though, i'm still the same! i still love all of you, and just want you all to be happy. so i really do apologize if my goodbye was contrary to that wish.
basically, i just want you all to know that i love you all for the amazing things you showed me, and even though i'm gone, i will never forget anything each of you has shown me. I will never forget...
-Jonathan