Aug 26, 2009 18:51
So the semester started. I started doing work, been a little more productive than I was during the semester, but not as much as I need to be if I want to get everything done.
The big item on my todo list is my research. I have to finish my document by like, mid september, which means I really ahve to crank it up. But my sleep schedule has been crazy, and I've been having the hardest time staying focused.
I"ve also noticed I've been kinda irritable lately, especially when dealing with one of my friends. I don't know why its been pushing my buttons lately, and its really unfair to this friend, so I wind up feeling like a complete asshole most of the time. It's not a good place to be right now.
I know I've been feeling really lonley lately. I mean, yeah I've been spending alot of time talking to Sujin of course, and she's great, but she's so far away, and sometimes I just miss hanging out with someone. That's probably a chunk of the irritableness, in addition to the stress from dealing with my schedule right now. But it's no excuse. Don't think i've been behaving like the best person.