My European adventure!
I can't believe that 2014 is the year I am finally going to explore the world! Well, some of it at least! My flight to London is booked for March, my bus tour around a gazillion countries is booked, sailing the Greek Islands and cruising the sea between Italy, Turkey, Croatia and Greece! It's all so exciting! ....at least most days. Tonight, I'm sad... W's overseas for work and I miss him so much! :'( If I feel like this after a few days how am I going to cope with three months?!
He now has the opportunity (honour) of winning a trip to costa rica in April! I'm sooo proud of him and want to be there to enjoy it with him. But I'll already be in London at that time. I'm not silly enough to pass up such an amazing experience and told him I want to come with him, even if it means flying from London to South America. But when I told him that he questioned my motives.... made me feel like he didn't want me to come. I'm fairly certain that's not the case but I don't understand why he can't understand why I'd love to add a South American adventure to my already amazing trip! And even better, we get to see each other after over a month apart. Maybe just maybe having that amazing holiday to look forward to, knowing I'll see him in only a few weeks, will help me to cope with being apart from him. I just hope he understands and feels the same....
I'm laying on his bed, on my usual side, wishing he was on the other side. It's been 6 days since he was. Mind you, 4 of those have been the hottest days of my life!!! Bring on a cool change and temperatures below 40 tomorrow please!!!! I never thought I'd get used to seeing the temp in the 40s on my car dash. It's so wierd how we acclimatise to change. But I can't get used to him not being here :-( I miss my baby xxx
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