Sadness :(
Today Amy's grandfather died. We all knew it was inevitable but we never expected it to be so soon. She was crushed, as was her entire family. I tried to give her as much solace as possible but i can only help so much. I just let her lean on her family and told her if she needed to talk i would always be here. I've found myself growing ever closer to her, as she has helped me through my problems. Mainly my addictions. I still drink like a fish but at least i've stopped popping pills like they were skittles. Drugs destroyed my last relationship of 5 years and i'll be damned if we break up over something so petty and insignificant. We get at each others' throat sometimes but what kind of relationship would it be if we didn't argue? I believe she is a blessing. A lantern lighting my formerly dark and dangerous life filled with pitfalls and week long binges. The lord has certainly played a tremendous part in the last 6-7 months of my life. I must give thanks to him for helping me as well.
-KeViN
-KeViN