disturbing realization
i came to a very disturbing realization last night: i realized that there are some people in baltimore that i went to school with for 8+ years who haven't ever seen the real me. a i wrong in thinking that this is disturbing? i mean, seriously. it's mostly disturbing on my part because i am the one who hid who i really was for acceptance. how could i have been like that? wow. but, of course, its kinda disturbing on their part because they never cared enough to find out the real me. truthfully, there are.....3 or 4, maybe 5, people who have actually seen the REAL me. that makes me sad. mainly for myself, because i was too afraid to show who i really was.