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last post i made did not show up cus me comp is the shityest thing to hit the fuckin hell hole called st.marys
and the past few days have been great cus me and ashlie dinardo where i guess talkin or some shit like that and tonight i went to the old wal-mart and she is all like hugin and kissin every one and im just standin ther thinkin good way to keep the gun away from my head and then i was thinkin im to big of a pussy to kill my self so i just say fuck it im probly not gona talk to her any more even if she give me sex i dont need sex i need a stabel relation ship and i could care less about any thing eals i dont know what to do i kinda stoped hangin out with all my friends becaus i relived the other day im pretty much evry ones lil whore and i dont like that not one bit so im gona start hangin wtih some new ppl ppl who make me feel like im loved and shit like that
so right now all i want is a quick death i dont care if thers pain in fact i want pain and i want to fight some one but if i hit some one im not stopen tell my pain gose away and thats most likely when they will be dead
i still love you ppl just not as much as i use to
and the past few days have been great cus me and ashlie dinardo where i guess talkin or some shit like that and tonight i went to the old wal-mart and she is all like hugin and kissin every one and im just standin ther thinkin good way to keep the gun away from my head and then i was thinkin im to big of a pussy to kill my self so i just say fuck it im probly not gona talk to her any more even if she give me sex i dont need sex i need a stabel relation ship and i could care less about any thing eals i dont know what to do i kinda stoped hangin out with all my friends becaus i relived the other day im pretty much evry ones lil whore and i dont like that not one bit so im gona start hangin wtih some new ppl ppl who make me feel like im loved and shit like that
so right now all i want is a quick death i dont care if thers pain in fact i want pain and i want to fight some one but if i hit some one im not stopen tell my pain gose away and thats most likely when they will be dead
i still love you ppl just not as much as i use to