Jan 25, 2008 22:55
It started to deteriorate and rehabilitation didn't seem opportune anymore, so we ended it on friendly terms. We're ending in 2 stages- 2 consecutive nights of all nighters and closeness so it's not awkward. I was doing the "break" thing last week and found that I kind of like it so we solidified that as of next week but before then we're acting like we just got together and are still infatuated with one another. I'm not sad like I was with Will, and I know I won't lose him the way I lost Will; these guys are just amazingly different people.
And now I'm learning to play the cello. I think my cello teacher kind of likes me but I don't think at this point it would be wise to make anything of it. His voice is soothing and his personality magnetic, but I for one shouldn't be doing anything crazy. I have one chapter to close and the next one gets to open once I stop enjoying being single. Maybe my mommy's rubbing off on me that way. Who knows.