Home
Alas, going home has been an ill-conceived battle. I would have liked to just stay down in the ghost town of UCSB however it would have cost me additional funds that I straight up don't have.
But of course we had to fight rather viciously. It's inevitable. Like we were made to fight. I'm sure there's something wrong with me, but I can't say the other party is perfect either.
I also can't say I miss Matt, but I do miss the place where I met him. The place that doesn't have anyone stressful to come home to and the place where I make my own decisions.
I want to go home. This isn't home anymore.
But of course we had to fight rather viciously. It's inevitable. Like we were made to fight. I'm sure there's something wrong with me, but I can't say the other party is perfect either.
I also can't say I miss Matt, but I do miss the place where I met him. The place that doesn't have anyone stressful to come home to and the place where I make my own decisions.
I want to go home. This isn't home anymore.