Hate this
haven't felt like this in a long time. hungry, but don't want to eat. Everythings seems too greesy or dry or sweet or.. smoething. So i sit here listlesly sipping my milk and hoping i'll be able to keep my food down tonight when i go over to mom and kim's.
I'd say why i'm so upset, but i hate maligning people in public. And i just got done with a conversation about it, and i think it's best i not go back there. But now all i have is this depression that's not grey, just.. empty.
later: damnation. i decided bread sounded pretty inoffensive, but all there is is the icky stuff with bits in. more milk, then shower. maybe will make the panda feel better.
I'd say why i'm so upset, but i hate maligning people in public. And i just got done with a conversation about it, and i think it's best i not go back there. But now all i have is this depression that's not grey, just.. empty.
later: damnation. i decided bread sounded pretty inoffensive, but all there is is the icky stuff with bits in. more milk, then shower. maybe will make the panda feel better.