. . well it's my turn now im talking back

[magicnthamakeup]

Last two weeks have been a little awkward without Gerald here. So much has happened. .and i just haven't had him here to talk to about it. . I don't think i ever wrote anything about this but when i went down to my grandma's last Sunday. .i just really began to appreciate family. .my grandma was so open to hearing anything i wanted to talk about. .our views on somethings are so differen't. . but we saw where eachother was coming from. . her friend Helana has talked to me before a couple of years ago too. . what i thought were huge problems then are just a good laugh now. Maybe later on i look back on the things that i worry about now. . now don't think im just a depressed person. .everyone has their right to worry. . I've also gotten wise advise that it is a sin to worry. . You should trust in god to take care of things for you. . but everyone needs a little help every now and then.
I may seem like a loser but im ready to go to school! I got new clothes and. . and im just ready. .hehe. Wait till school starts. .then i wont want to be there anymore.
danceline prac. starts up again tommorow. . this summer went by real slow. . I can't wait to order my senior ring! WOAHOO! And on exactly Sep 2 i get to drive my own butt to school! HECK YEA!
Much love
Chelsea