I do believe flexi time is in exsitence again lol, im off to my gp on wed, 920..always good when i should be in work at 9, just to cover our backs, as tony pointed out no-one really cares but just in case i need a letter form gp saying give me more sessions
the appintment was good...im not sure how many times ive said this BUT im going to get my life back, im not quite sure how i got here, in this mess...but im pretty sure i dont want to be so here goes,
ive got an appointment in 2 weeks...option of sneaking in this week, i may take wed...which would be good, miss the start n end of my shift :P i'll just be like next wk im good lol
I was useless at it till i was about 14/15 yr 8 anyway, i did my elbow in and suddenly it didn't seem so hard lol, i hate paracetamol, its just ewww...which leaves anti-inflammatory ones which reading the leaflets i shouldn't take...but meh, i do when needed, which isnt often,
I like the care coordinator, sometimes i think just knowing someone is there helps, and i feel like such a fool when it comes to docs n such people going the biggest thing i struggle with is the practical stuff of living my life day to day, i think people forget that its hard, i miss that when i used to talk to someone from connexions(when i was doing as levels really i shut down a bit too much at alevel)
i feel a lot better now, knowing i'm not doing this alone, some friends have been there for me but not really....and tbh i'm feeling a bit let down by one, i basically have got him in to system(this is Kris)and went with him to the docs, just so you know i was there, he knows how hard i find it to talk, he knows that i was really worried about today(even if people don't know why, they know i've been stressed today its my facebook status from sat)have i heard anything no, saying that another friend knows i'm going to see tony today, heard nowt from her too...i'm not asking a lot i think but i know with the second she really struggles with finding the right words to say...
it was nice too to have my counsellor agree with me that i do need to move out. i need to get on with my life....and away from my parents. but ah.
I'm feeling good and positive right now...im scared of how long it will last...and how much the next bad bit is going to hit me, but untill then lets party :P
the appintment was good...im not sure how many times ive said this BUT im going to get my life back, im not quite sure how i got here, in this mess...but im pretty sure i dont want to be so here goes,
ive got an appointment in 2 weeks...option of sneaking in this week, i may take wed...which would be good, miss the start n end of my shift :P i'll just be like next wk im good lol
I was useless at it till i was about 14/15 yr 8 anyway, i did my elbow in and suddenly it didn't seem so hard lol, i hate paracetamol, its just ewww...which leaves anti-inflammatory ones which reading the leaflets i shouldn't take...but meh, i do when needed, which isnt often,
I like the care coordinator, sometimes i think just knowing someone is there helps, and i feel like such a fool when it comes to docs n such people going the biggest thing i struggle with is the practical stuff of living my life day to day, i think people forget that its hard, i miss that when i used to talk to someone from connexions(when i was doing as levels really i shut down a bit too much at alevel)
i feel a lot better now, knowing i'm not doing this alone, some friends have been there for me but not really....and tbh i'm feeling a bit let down by one, i basically have got him in to system(this is Kris)and went with him to the docs, just so you know i was there, he knows how hard i find it to talk, he knows that i was really worried about today(even if people don't know why, they know i've been stressed today its my facebook status from sat)have i heard anything no, saying that another friend knows i'm going to see tony today, heard nowt from her too...i'm not asking a lot i think but i know with the second she really struggles with finding the right words to say...
it was nice too to have my counsellor agree with me that i do need to move out. i need to get on with my life....and away from my parents. but ah.
I'm feeling good and positive right now...im scared of how long it will last...and how much the next bad bit is going to hit me,
but untill then lets party :P
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