What I have learned from this whole weekend

[magicmusicmaker]

SO maybe the weekend is not over but already I have learned a great deal about myself and things. I am much stronger than I think I am. I do not think I could have handled this even a year ago. I think that this has really shown me what I am capable of handling and I am very pleased with myself. I am also very pleased with how well I have handled the situation in general. I may have jumped the gun a little when I ripped that girl a new one but I am going to stand by what I said. It was still very much true regardless of whether or not it was the right time to say it. I have to be a better judge of character from here on out. I think my problem(and I don't think it's really so much a problem maybe...) is that I want to see the good in people and don't want to think that something bad could be below the surface. It got me in trouble and I am going to have to keep that in check. That may be a bad thing to do and it may not make a better person but I can't have this happen again. It is too much trouble and bad juju. I don't like being put in the position of being a bitch like this(regardless of much I enjoy it at the moment) and don't want to be in this position anytime soon.

on a side note
apparently the dog thinks he got off easy. he was telling everyone how he thought it was going to be so much worse than it was and how nice and understanding I was...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellll he doesn't know what he has stepped into. I have had all weekend to think about what I want to say to him and I do believe I am going to have my say.