Jan 25, 2009 13:59
I had a dream and what I can remember from it was so freakin' weird. I think all my dreams are. Anyway, it started out where I joined this group of people who liked looking for lesbian subtext in stuff. We all wore this light blue shirt with writing on it, and I think we were a group in a camp or somehting. We were pretty isolated. We watched this movie that was similar to Nancy Drew with this girl who was like 9 or 10 solving a mystery, and through it, she was flirting with both girls and boys old and young. It was very creepy. then we all went to this small cabin that had a bakery in it. I know. It was a pretty looking place. Sort of like a hut raised off the groud above water. The trees surrounded it and the sun was out and it was such a beautiful day, and a beautiful paradise like setting. So there, we all get some free bread that was hella good, by the way. The group was then trying to get me to do something that I didn't want to do, like steal more of the bread or something. And I said no, and they were saying that if I wanted to be in the group, I had to help provide or some shit, and I eventually went on this yelling rant that told them to fuck off because the people were nice enough to give us what free bread they gave us and that it would just be rude to throw that kindness back in their faces. I was like really mad that they were trying to guilt me and stuff, and I was sick of it. they must have really wanted me or like me in the group because they backed off and apologised for the pressure, and one of the girls i the group caught up with me when I walked away and told me that it was cool how I stuck up for myself like that. She put her arm around my shoulder and we continued to walk away. I don't remember what the girl looked like, but all of these people were kids, barely 16 years old at most. I don't konwif I was a teenager again or not, but I felt my currant age, though I think I would have done all that when I was 16 too. *shrug* I don't remember anything else.
On another note, Alex gave me some money. Not a hell of a whole lot($6), but it is a start, and a little bit of hope that she isn't talking out of her ass. It was money from Crystal, one of her lackeys, but still, I guess there is somehting.
AOn another note, I got my book Choking on Stardust to a woman who does typing as her buisness, and she is willin to work with me on payments and everything, which I think is awesome. In the next three or so months, I should have the draft of Choking on Stardust done after 5 years! Then I will see what I can do about the publishing process. I konw I will pay more for the typing job than what Iwould get back from royalties from the book, but I don't care. Just seeing the book in print will make me a happy cabbage. And now it is time to get to work. Holla!
I bought a book. It looks pretty goos so far. I also saw a lot of ovies lately. I will go onto another post on all of those later.
Erin
a*teens,
alex,
cos,
books,
weird dream