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I had another weird dream last night that had me waking up pissed off. I don't remember all of it. I know that it started out with me about a year or two ahead of now, and I am still in college packing for the end of the year or something. I was in the back of a classroom as the instructor spoke of a test, and there was a student who was having trouble grasping what the instructor was trying to ask. When my homie, who was in the class with me, tried to help this guy, he was so effing rude to her, and just kept insulting her, and then kept insulting me when I stood up and told the instructor to say something, to put a stop to it when he just sat there. He said that things needed to be expressed, that it was part of the classroom experience, and I said that no one deserved to be spoken to in the manner in which the guy was speaking to my friend. And then, I turned to the guy and started yelling at him in the same manner, and I was kicked out of the class.
Time passed in the dream. My father asked me to come over for the summer so I do, and litterally as soon as I get there, my step mother tells me that some boss of my father's or hers or something was coming over unexpectedly, and so she told me to apply this lipstick called ruby saffire, put on the 'outfit' she had bought me, and to meet them back down stairs. I was like, I don't wear makeup, and my dad was all 'please, do this for me'. I tried to explain to them that with my hair and face looking the way it did, It would seem really weird to see me with makeup on. My dad just shrugged and said that Connie will help me shave. I told him that i didn't WANT to, that I had just figured out how to style my facial fuzzies so that it looked good, and that I had just shaved before I left to visit him. I don't remember what he said after that. I know I remembered wearing the dress, but my facial hair was still there, and I was humiliated.
So, that is me. I think I will stay inside all day.
Erin
Time passed in the dream. My father asked me to come over for the summer so I do, and litterally as soon as I get there, my step mother tells me that some boss of my father's or hers or something was coming over unexpectedly, and so she told me to apply this lipstick called ruby saffire, put on the 'outfit' she had bought me, and to meet them back down stairs. I was like, I don't wear makeup, and my dad was all 'please, do this for me'. I tried to explain to them that with my hair and face looking the way it did, It would seem really weird to see me with makeup on. My dad just shrugged and said that Connie will help me shave. I told him that i didn't WANT to, that I had just figured out how to style my facial fuzzies so that it looked good, and that I had just shaved before I left to visit him. I don't remember what he said after that. I know I remembered wearing the dress, but my facial hair was still there, and I was humiliated.
So, that is me. I think I will stay inside all day.
Erin