"I spoke to you in cautious tones, You answered me with no pretense..."
Ok so birthday will consist of just dinner on Friday with Slimer, the mini-party Saturday afternoon with whoever wants to show up, and pirate weekend at the Renn Fair on Sunday. Hehe, at least my costume's ordered...bar wench here I come!
Anyway, so I'm going to attempt to live in the present now. I've decided trying to live on the future isn't such a good thing...totally my fault but still, not something I should do to myself. I think that's the reason I get so upset at things sometimes, I get my hopes up and plan something out with the best of intentions only to have it fall apart on me. Its no ones fault but my own- I'm just stuck on the habit of wishing on stars. Things thought of and planned on with the best of intentions never work as planned.
I felt bad today, after work Slimer and I went and got food then went to look at sparkly things. We shouldn't have gone in there, it wasn't the day to figure out the future I think. Now he feels bad and its more me than him, he didn't do anything wrong. Ugh. The wonders of miscommunication...
Back to studying french though, I have a quiz tomorrow and I want to do well....
"I spoke to you in cautious tones
You answered me with no pretense
And still I feel I said too much
My silence is my self defense"
Anyway, so I'm going to attempt to live in the present now. I've decided trying to live on the future isn't such a good thing...totally my fault but still, not something I should do to myself. I think that's the reason I get so upset at things sometimes, I get my hopes up and plan something out with the best of intentions only to have it fall apart on me. Its no ones fault but my own- I'm just stuck on the habit of wishing on stars. Things thought of and planned on with the best of intentions never work as planned.
I felt bad today, after work Slimer and I went and got food then went to look at sparkly things. We shouldn't have gone in there, it wasn't the day to figure out the future I think. Now he feels bad and its more me than him, he didn't do anything wrong. Ugh. The wonders of miscommunication...
Back to studying french though, I have a quiz tomorrow and I want to do well....
"I spoke to you in cautious tones
You answered me with no pretense
And still I feel I said too much
My silence is my self defense"