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[magicmishka]

Crazy dreams that leave me more tired when I wake up. Crazy dreams with the wrong people doing the wrong things. Nonsense with too many unresolved issues that I'll never get the chance to do over. I hate being haunted by this garbage. I hate that I spend the first couple of hours of my day obsessing over the night's storyline. I hate that I don't mind some of it. The feeling is like pressing in a bruise, or passing your tongue over a canker sore--it hurts so good. Jesus, I'm losing it!

It's been nearly two weeks of this stuff. Can't I just get one measly little night off? C'mon subconscious!