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I apologize for any grammatical errors or typos I make in this post. It's currently 3:32 in the morning, and my eyes already hurt. This entry is very scattered and rant-filled, but it is really worth reading. I encourage you all read it, for this is the only entry I feel the need to make 'public
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But I do try to donate, in fact I just donated a dollar to the salvation army people standing outside of Walmarts the other day. Yes I should donate more but I didn't have money on me. I also donated $10 to the Katrina fund at our school compared to the freakin nickels other stupid people at our school give, who yes are dumb and have $60 shoes and $200 ipods. And I do appreciate everything I have. Believe me, I KNOW how bad it can get. Everynight I pray (I know this is weird coming the one person people believe to be skeptic and not real religious but whatever) and I ask God to bless all those less fortunate than me and thank him for all that I have, EVERY night. I make it a point and I bless the hungry, the sick, etc. My friends and family in need. All that. I don't go to church. Yes, maybe I am lazy. I just don't feel that me going to church will make me believe in God anymore than I already do. I don't want some pastor up there preaching to me about things I already know or don't believe. I think religion is a highly personal thing for everyone and they should all be able to worship/celebrate/etc. in their own ways. That's one of the reasons I don't go to church. I know that right now this is one of those comments your going to hate. I'm sorry. I just felt the need to say this and maybe feel slightly better about myself. Though, I know your right about the X-mas thing. Presents are definitely not what it's about. That's why my fav. part of Christmas is just the all around cheery atmosphere. I was saddned because no music was really played and I didn't get real into the spirit this year. It saddened me ok.
I'm done now. I'm sorry if you think I'm trying to like go "NO, you're so wrong!! jgwogii" I'm not. I guess I was just trying to make myself feel better.
OOOOOOOoohhhh this reminds me I have to tell you about this stupid thing my dad said when we were up north. I was reminded of it by your post. I think I'll IM you later though for that since this is getting kind of unecessarily long.
I love Kyle Meade!
<3Melissa
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