Oct 06, 2006 10:51
I am so gloomy...I have been thinking too much again..OH NO..the worst thing someone like me can do. I am so moody and bitchy and short tempered currently. I should be getting excited about the party tomorrow but I am just nervous and worried.
It's absolutely belting it down with rain, like that's going to stop me going out. There is no way I am staying in the mood I am in today.
We are going to Hickory Dickorys later(soft playcentre for kids) that'll pass a couple of hours by.
I have decided I am now scared of having this baby. I am worried about the birth but mostly I am worried about coping with an 18 month old and a newborn. I suppose I will cope because what's the alternative?!
I don't have much more to say..at least the tele is working today. I was in bed at 8pm last night reading I was so bored downstairs.
I can smell chips and vinegar from somewhere! Mmmmmmm