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My Christmas Break:
Well, my break started off okay. I got to see a lot of my friends. :)
Living back at my house is hard, I like Bobby's better. So, I was at my house for about a week and then my parents went to Vegas for Christmas so I stayed at Bobby's for a week and I got to take Snoopy with me. It was really fun, Bobby's family loves Snoopy, especially his mom... she cooked him a whole roast just for him.
So, after that week at Bobby's, I moved out of his house permanently. Like, I took alllllll my stuff back home. :/ It's sad, I miss living there... a lot. I like it waaay better, I actually feel more comfortable at Bobby's house than I do at my own. Kinda weird. I guess I've just gotten SO emotionally attached to that house because living there was the hardest most trying year of my life... switching to a new school 2nd semester Senior year, getting in nasty/dirty fights with my family, having to support myself, adjusting to a new lifestyle, meeting new people, having to get comfortable with Bobby's family, having to take night school, losing a lot of friends.... and all this is going on while I was having an emotional battle of epic proportions inside me, feeling completely lost, lonely, unwanted, hurt, angry, confused.
I look back on the year 2005, and realize that I have sub-consciously blocked most of it out. The only thing I remember about going to Stevenson is getting yelled at one day by Lopo for sleeping in his class. High school reunion wont even be worth going to, unless Bobby and I are still going out...
Working sucked... I had no choice but to continue with a job that made me physically ill when I thought about going to it. (Joe's Crab Shack) I got so used and abused there and I hated it with every ounce in my body and completely resent that place. I will NEVER.... mark my words...EVER... go to that resturant again. No sir, nada.. never. And working at the YMCA, I was completely singeled out by all the counselors and hated it.... yah yah yah... enough bithching...
Back to my break...
I got lots.. and lots... and lots of stuff for Christmas. It was crazy, way more stuff than I know what to do with. New Years was fun, I spent it at Bobby's with his family and some of their friends. I learned how to play poker and we watched 40-year old Virgin... like the 30th time I've seen it since my awesome roomies bought it for me for my birthday.
I got a Philips MP3 player... it's so wicked. The buttons are like a touch screen and they light up and dissapear according to when you need them. It was 300 bucks, but it was my b-day gift from my daddy, go look at it.
I can't wait for Tuesday, "Red Eye" comes out, that was such a good movie. I can't wait to go buy it.
Bobby and I are doing really good.. for awhile there we were fighting like everyday and driving eachother crazy, but we got over it. I think every couple goes through that once in awhile. We're super excited for our apartment next year, it's going to be so sweet.
I didn't get to go snowboarding at all this break... :(
I was so excited about taking a snowboarding class next semester, but it's so bogus. You have to pay the $213 for the tuition, then $65 for class fees, then $150 for hotel room, then gas for your car for 4 hours of driving and your meals for 2 days.... that's like way to much for 1 weekend and 1 credit, plus I would have had to stay in a hotel room alone and I would NOT have liked that. I would have been so freaked out, and I would have had to eaten by myself all weekend too... awww that's sad.. I'm glad I dropped that class.
I got some A.D.D. medicine, hopefully now I will be able to concentrait in school and just be able to focus on life overall.
Halie is coming up to CMU in the near future. It's gunna rock.. except that neither of us go out and party so we're just gunna be camping out all weekend in my dorm... oh well though. We decided we're gunna go shopping and go to the movies and out to eat and such.
I don't want to go home for the 4 day weekend coming up... like, we just got home... but I don't want to stay up there if I'm going to be in my dorm alone.. cause that's very scary. I hate that our door is right next to the stairwell, if there was some crazed killer busting into dorms, we'd be the first to go. :(
Anyways... tomorrow we go back to school. I'm kinda bummed, but more ready to just get this semester over with and have summer come. :)
Peace kiddies... comments are nice. ;)