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SUPERNATURAL
Misc.
Things Left Unsaid: Sam can’t help but notice. Dean can’t help but lie.
"...He wants to say he’s sorry, but he shouts at him instead because it’s easier to be angry. He storms out, wondering when he stopped being Dean, and starting being the shell of a person he is now..."
Never Is A Promise: Who will cry for the little boy, lost and alone? Dean tries to protect himself and Sam from an abusive John.
"His eyes are big and round in a way I haven’t seen in a long time, and it reminds me of the time I yelled at him for getting into Dad’s alcohol."
Everyday's Forecast: Dean hates the rain.
"You want to ignore it, wish you could just stand by until the argument floats away with the clouds, but enough is enough."
Letting Go: When Sam leaves for college, it’s not because he’s tired of the hunt.
"...“This is about Dad, isn't it?" He continues, looking at Dean for confirmation but recieving none because Dean's closed his eyes, and Sam knows he's trying to block him out but he tries to get through to him anyway..."
Request o1: Written for surevesta for the prompt: After Sam left for college- Dean left too. Explain Deans home made gadgets...
Request o2: Written for dancinginastorm for the prompt: An AU of Sam and Dean but they are serial killers...
Deaf!Dean 'verse
Maybe This Christmas: Sam is bored so he makes cookies for Santa. Or so he tries. Holiday fic and extreme fluff compared to what I normally write :)
"Sam sighs, and the expression on his face is quite serious as he announces, 'I’m bored.'”
Sound of Settling: It's times like this where Sam's world goes as quiet as Dean's.
"Sam reaches across the table and puts two fingers underneath Dean’s chin, gently raising his head..."
Say (All I Need): Dean wants to learn how to talk; all Sam wants to do is hold on to the only thing they have left.
"Say, all I need is the air I breathe and a place to rest my head."
Sun Storm: Five times Sam was Dean's voice, and one time he wasn't.
"And then Sam is there, stepping in between them and voicing the words Dean can’t in a way that John will understand, in a way that John will listen."
Warning Signs 'verse
[listed in order they take place]
Don't Panic: John just wants some answers.
"Sam’s screams rip through the air and John’s on his feet before he’s even fully awake and he thinks here we go, wonders how bad is it this time."
What Are You Afraid Of?: Dad told him not to ask questions.
“Winchester,” Dad says, like it’s some kind of password. “John Winchester. Missouri told us to come.”
Morning Yearning: John thought getting answers would help.
"Jesus Christ, Sam," he says, words coming out harsher than he had intended them to, and Sam looks at him for a moment before dipping his head.
Breakdown: There's a war going on inside Sam.
“At least take him to the Emergency Room. They’ll be able to help, make sure he doesn’t hurt anyone while he’s coming out of it, give him a sedative so his body can rest.”
Cry Freedom: All Sam wants to do is forget. Picks up right after Breakdown.
"Dean slides down next to the tub and Sam waits for him to say something, to tell him that it's all going to be okay but he doesn't. He just sits there for a long while, eyes tired and weary."
A Bad Dream: Sam loses control.
"He knows his words don’t reach his brother when things are this bad but it never stops him from trying."
So Long, Lonesome 'verse
[listed in order they take place]
So Long, Lonesome: Things were never the same after their mother died.
"...He tenderly removed his once white T-shirt and placed it under the running water. Sometimes if he rinsed the blood out before it dried completely it didn’t stain as bad..."
Truth: There’s something Dean needs to know about Sam.
"...Resting his head in his hands, Dean could feel the life draining out of him. He didn’t know how much more of this he could take. He was trying so hard to hold it together for Sam’s sake, because God knows if it were just him, he would have given up a long time ago..."
White Clouds: A small glimpse into Dean’s thoughts and feelings while on the road with Sam.
"...Sam was already dozing fitfully in the backseat, stretched out on the worn cushions and wrapped in all the blankets they had, leaving Dean with only a thin jacket to provide him warmth. A shiver passed through his body, his teeth chattering involuntarily as he watched the small white cloud his breath made rise and slowly disappear..."
Tainted: He'd tell himself that it had to be done, that it didn't hurt that much.
"...Whenever it happened, Sam was always asleep. Dean made sure of that. He’d park the Impala in a motel parking lot after dark, wait until Sammy could no longer fight to keep his eyelids from closing and slipped out the door, shutting it slowly behind him to keep the old, squeaking hinges from making too much noise..."
SUPERNATURAL RPF
Slash
If You're Out There: How do you fight bck when you can't seem to find your voice? Jensen is doing his best to get by in an abusive household while protecting his younger sister, but as the bruises continue to grow deeper he doesn’t know how much more he can take. Jared is doing his best to hold them all together, until Jensen takes matters into his own hands. Suddenly thrust upon unexpected journeys, Jared and Jensen will both have to walk alone in order to discover themselves and a way back. [ Warnings for drug use, child abuse, dub con, self-harm ] Written for
spn_j2_bigbang
Those You've Known: Those you've known and lost still walk behind you. Jared is sent into a tailspin when he can't cope with a recent loss. [Jensen/Jared]
"...He leaves the hospital on Sunday morning, clothes wrinkled and bloody, eyes red, throat like sandpaper..."
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[Last updated: o7/18/o9]