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the wulf that i have become slowly slips away and yet again i am human. when will this pain end when will i be able to choose. i want to be a human but everynight i turn into a blood thirsty beast. i like it but i can hurt the ones i love. when well it become clear.
i am going to thanksgiving at my grandparents house. its weird to have thanksgiving ona saturday. but whatever. i talked to my brother last night. he still doesnt know what day he will be home.
i wish he knew i really miss him.
this guy i can not stand was going to ask me out but i cant say anything because i dont even know what i want. i dont even know who i like or who i want to be with. life is so confusing but i has to be hard, right, but why cant it be easy. everytime you think you have a hold on it it spins out of contol and smashs on the floor all around your feet.
the girl that i live in the day stands up looks around and runs. my bear feet hit the dirt as i run as far as i can from my life. i ran as fast as i can i try so hard to escape my past and my preasent. i look around and i run into my oun arms.
i am going to thanksgiving at my grandparents house. its weird to have thanksgiving ona saturday. but whatever. i talked to my brother last night. he still doesnt know what day he will be home.
i wish he knew i really miss him.
this guy i can not stand was going to ask me out but i cant say anything because i dont even know what i want. i dont even know who i like or who i want to be with. life is so confusing but i has to be hard, right, but why cant it be easy. everytime you think you have a hold on it it spins out of contol and smashs on the floor all around your feet.
the girl that i live in the day stands up looks around and runs. my bear feet hit the dirt as i run as far as i can from my life. i ran as fast as i can i try so hard to escape my past and my preasent. i look around and i run into my oun arms.